It's friggen 5:20 in the goddamn morning. I cannot believe iam awake right now and know that iam in existance. Me and [other] got pissy rediculously drunk yesterday. Well, apparently we did not or it's by God's grace that I do not have a hangover right now. I came home and slept. Been up since 3:45. What I can say for sure though, is that I got what I wanted (: (which would be [other]) Moral of this entry ? I can hold my liquor and I always, ALWAYS get what I want .end.

I do not care that we are both females and iam your best friend. I still do not want to hear about a thick yet sometimes watery mass of blood gushing out of your vagina. Now, iam so quick to want to watch a movie that involves a lot of stabbing and peoples intestines being ripped out through their faces, but bleeding from your vagina is just so ewk to me. I know. I bleed from that area every month myself. And it disgusts the hell out of me. I just do not find it necessary. I mean I know that shit in there gotta come out but why it gotta be blood. Why can't it just come out with your piss and call it a day. Blood is blood but it's just nasty down there. Especially if you that female that don't keep your shit on the up and you stay smelling like a seafood entre that's been sitting in the sun for days. I know you thinking, why am I talking about something so nasty and inappropiate, but it was on my mind and had to get it out. Periods are disgusting and should not exist. .end.

It is bothering me that that post time said 10 something am when it is definately 615am. Fag. K. That's it.

I been up since 5am and it's only 6 right now but it feels like days passed and these birds are fcken loud and obnoxious as all fck. I got hit on by a 70yr old man yesterday. And the day before. And the day before. He keeps coming into my job talken about some hey sexy let me get that number so I can hit that. Vomit factor ? YES ! Like dude, if you don't get your viagra smellin ass up outta here..I'm not down with that nope. I'm starting to hate technology more than I already did. I been through 3 new phone in 2 weeks kause they keep sending me defective shit. I'm downright fcken mad. This one iam on hardly works without shutten off on me. GRRR. I want to stab people. Goodbye

You can't make someone love you. I think I knew that..years ago. I forgot ? Yea. That's it. I forgot. I guess it's what happens when you're so caught up in trying to be happy. Kause apparently, iam so damn selfish for that. So damn selfish because I want to be happy. And iam sooo wrong for still loving him. I wish someone had told me that you're not supposed to be honest about how you feel for someone because they will only turn it against you and hurt you. I know better now.

It is 8am and as I lie here and eat CHEEZ-ITs for breakfast and read a book with no point, I think about him, and I think about HIM. And she is also on my mind, what a hypocrite iam. I love HIM but I want him, him wants me and HIM seems to no longer acknowledge me. Him is unsure and wants to remain emotionless and so I agree that I must also, so I tell her iam a void and want to keep it that way, not telling her that I have no intentions of love and I want only him. Ugh, confusing ? Somewhat. I think entirely too much. If only HE would speak to me and he would love me and she would leave me alone, I would be happy. Along with getting another job. So that sums up my week.

I have such terrible luck with computers. Yes, it's broken again, so I've been forced to download LJ to my phone. Thank God for QWERTY. My dad has even begun to call me Murphy, as in Murphy's Law. Which is funny kause it reminded me of Jessica Alba in that movie Good Luck Chuck (which was hilarious btw), and my dad has never seen it. Anywho. I been having nutten but some drama the past few days. Clint keeps harrassing me and threatening me as if he's not already in enough trouble with the law and he is stupid because he's on electronic monitoring and his phone is tapped..the one he's using to call me and leave me voicemails calling me a stupid bitch and saying he's gona stomp my face and do other such violent things (lol). And in my head iam like..you dummy ! They can hear you. But iam not going to tell him that he can continue being an idiot. Uhm psycho ex gf stalking me again. Once again telling me how she loves me o so much and wants to be with me. All I can say is, don't forget I

have a restraining order. Oh and guess what ? I almost got fired frm my job smhlmao. Long story. Explain when I get to a computer kause someone is txting me out the ass

K. I'm on my dad's computer. The last 2 entries (snitch yah trick and snitch yah trick 2) if you haven't noticed is all just one entry. But with LJ Mobile, you can only type so much per entry. So I keep changing the time on the entries so it'll go in order lol. So here, I tell how I almost got fired. Well, iono if I almost got fired. And I can hardly type. Iam so used to that damn tiny qwerty keyboard on my phone..

Well. So it was a typical day at work. Me pretending to be happy at work with a dumb grin on my face wishing customers to have a good day when I'd rather like to see them get hit by a helicopter.  This one lady, God Bless her soul I did not stab her in the face with my pen at the time..all I can say is she's the type that makes you hate your job. Although I hated it by the second week because I got bored with it. This lady is buying some stuff for her husband I suppose. Some socks and a pack of t-shirts. The T-Shirts rang up 9.99 and she throws a fit saying they're 9 bucks. I check the circular and all that jazz, and they are in fact, 9.99 (this hoe !) lol. So she's like oh you're wrong they are 9 bucks blah blah and I"m like if the circular says 999, they ring up 999, and everything else says 999 then that's how much they are. So she's like can I have my money back then and I tell her that she has to take it up with customer service because after I ring it up and you pay for it, it's out of my control and I cannot do anything about it once it's done. Something about that the lady did not understand and she kept yelling at me to do it and I'm trying not to laugh in her face because she looked psychotic. And I just keep telling her it's not my responsibility and that I have other customers now and she's saying how she doesn't care and whatnot. So I escort her to customer service, explain the problem to the girl (who I happen to be reall chill with) and I start to do other things like returns and whatnot. And the lady starts following me around the store and harrassing me telling me iam ungrateful and I do not deserve my job and iam rude and everything instead of getting her damn money back she wanted so badly. Now me, I don't do well with that bull. And I do not tolerate ignorance and stupid people. So me being the jerk that iam, I  clocked out, cursed the lady out and told her to stop complaining about 99 cents and she just mad kause she can't read and to stop shopping at the stupid store if this problem "always happens" to her perse. And then I went and clocked back in (lmao). And she's all like "Well I never ! Never before has a worker been so rude ! Hasn't anyone ever told you how to act in a proffessional place ?" And all I said was "first of all, I clocked out when I said that so I'm off the record and iam not accounted for anything. Second, ain't a damn thing proffessional about KMart" and she's all like you are a terrible person and I'm just agreeing with her and laughing hoping she would go away and she asked to see a manager. Once again, me being a jerk, I paged every single manager in that place and there's like 4 of them. And when it came down to it, that woman didn't say shit. She just growled and left. While I smhlmfao bak to my station. Iono if my friend at customer service ever told the managers what happened, but no one has said anything to me about it. That was the funniest shit to me. That lady complained and bitched and all that jazz and then didn't even do anything about it ! Ughh.. So glad iam not working today.